I wrote this back in February 2010, when I was still at school. I found it
my drafts and I think I still feel the same : I'm thankful all bad
things in life are transitory.
start note:
This weekend was a very intense weekend, learning wise :)
As I said at the beginning of the week I'm sick again, but still have lots of work to do and about -100000 energy on my battery. Still I came to my studio, opened my files, saw my computer crash a billion times but never stopped trying to go ahead with my life; my work.
Friday I went back home after being the whole day at the studio and kept on working on my friends new mac to be able to finish all the sizing up of my files. I was looking at the screen and I felt like I was going to cry: the files were running everything was going as it was supposed to happened but everything else inside me wasn't. I felt sick and sickened by all the horrible things I've perceived from my environment that given week. I decided to go to bed, no dinner in my stomach just to lay myself inside my blankets and see if tomorrow was going to be a better day. I thought in that same second that maybe I was sick but that being sick is not a synonym of being sad. I thought why am I sad? This should only prove me how happy I must be to be healthy at least 50% of my life. Instead of feeling sad and frustrated for being sick again, I decided to be happy because I had the chance to see how beautiful my life was when I'm fully healthy. So that night, Friday night, I decided to wake up from my bed and turn the last bit of food in my fridge in to a great meal :) I decided to be happy for thinking that sickness is a temporary stage in my life.
The next day, I took a nice shower, styled my hair (which I never do) got one of my best and most beautiful silk dresses on (thanks Laurieanne for it) and decided to work as I used to work back at my office in NY: like the real designer I am!
At the end of the week I have 8 very successful fabric samples
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start note:
This weekend was a very intense weekend, learning wise :)
As I said at the beginning of the week I'm sick again, but still have lots of work to do and about -100000 energy on my battery. Still I came to my studio, opened my files, saw my computer crash a billion times but never stopped trying to go ahead with my life; my work.
Friday I went back home after being the whole day at the studio and kept on working on my friends new mac to be able to finish all the sizing up of my files. I was looking at the screen and I felt like I was going to cry: the files were running everything was going as it was supposed to happened but everything else inside me wasn't. I felt sick and sickened by all the horrible things I've perceived from my environment that given week. I decided to go to bed, no dinner in my stomach just to lay myself inside my blankets and see if tomorrow was going to be a better day. I thought in that same second that maybe I was sick but that being sick is not a synonym of being sad. I thought why am I sad? This should only prove me how happy I must be to be healthy at least 50% of my life. Instead of feeling sad and frustrated for being sick again, I decided to be happy because I had the chance to see how beautiful my life was when I'm fully healthy. So that night, Friday night, I decided to wake up from my bed and turn the last bit of food in my fridge in to a great meal :) I decided to be happy for thinking that sickness is a temporary stage in my life.
The next day, I took a nice shower, styled my hair (which I never do) got one of my best and most beautiful silk dresses on (thanks Laurieanne for it) and decided to work as I used to work back at my office in NY: like the real designer I am!
At the end of the week I have 8 very successful fabric samples
--end of note--
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